Trying to stay on task

I just realized I wrote almost this same thing back in August.  I've been thinking alot about the way things are and realize I have to change.  I feel so lost, so overwhelmed and under fulfilled!  I really need to stay on task with my job.  I'm hoping if I change my diet and exercise habits, everything else will fall into place.  So, as the saying goes, tonight is the first night of the rest of your life. 
I haven't been to church in the past two weeks, I have gone to the Adult Class and left my offering, but just came home.  I worked on a work project for about 3 hours and felt I did a good job.  I just get so rattled at work, so unable to concentrate!  Why is it at home, I'm fine but at work, just feel so disjointed.  I will work on that and get better - I have to.
I feel bad about something that happened at work Friday.  I hope no one gets in trouble, because that was not my purpose - just so tired of the politics of it all.
Tomorrow is Monday and things will be better!